A Few Weeks Passing.

So... it's been three weeks now, at my new school. And tbh, life is going pretty good. I so avoided being in with the losers, have quite a wide range of chums and i'm doing pretty well. *TOUCH WOOD TO ALL OF THAT* anyways, i went to london fashion weekend yesterday :D my my my, it was amazing. okay so i could'nt afford half the shit there it was still the best!!! i saw a catwalk show, showcasing big trends for a/w 09 (such as big shoulders), went shopping and to top it all off it was sunny and my hair, if i may say so myself, looked fab :) i purchased many things including two wildfox couture tee's and as some of you may know wildfox is big with the LA celebs (such as LC, the kardashians, etc.) not that i'm into that materialistic crap... really. also being there inspired me to really try hard, cos damn i wanna make it into the business. i can write, and i'm sorta smart, and i love fashion - that points to fashion journalism ;) godddd i would kill to be part of it all. the hype & shit. well anywayssss, that's all from me :D

yours truly,
j x

Weeekend.

aaahaa, the weekends here biatches! thank fuck. mmm, i'm in a real sweary mood. Sooo, guess what?? i am going to london fashion week!! i think anyways. i am soo excited, i'v wanted to go for a few years now and finally, here's my chance! I don't really know what to say now, my big surprisey thing is gone. ...i love school now, it's truly the bomb. no where near as good as my old school, but hey, lightning doesn't strike twice ya know? haha.

yours truly,
j x

getting on with it.

So, i am halfway through my first proper week at my new school and everything is meh. i wish there was more life to it but generally it's meh. i have met some amazing people, some not so amazing and some right dicks. the amazing people are hilarious, remind me a taaad of my old friends (not that they could ever be replaced) i think i am finding my right group, the group i feel i belong to. and that guy i mentioned before? yeah i'm still not really a person to him... but i shall at least try and befriend him :D
but i must say, high school's a jungle and i'm unexperienced.

yours truly,
j x

New School!

So, as i mentioned i started school yesterday. and i've so far experienced two days there, which have gone amazingly (to how i thought they were gonna be), i must say. well sort of. i was dead nervous at first i can't even explain but ya know what? they're okay. they don't bite (at least i don't think they do) and they'r not mean (at least i don't think they are). However, there is a noticeable heirachy and lucky for me, i somehow escaped the mosh at the bottom :D the people i'v become chummy-ish too are really nice... although it's too soon to say anything, for all i know they could just be polite and are secretly bitching about me. and i walked into the classroom today and all the boys and girls in my form were huddled in a group (which isn't what i was expecting from a co-ed school) and i had a feeeeeling that they could've been talking about the 'new girl'. There is one girl in particular who i am getting some seriously harsh vibes off, i am so getting the feeling that i'm not wanted and whenever she talks to people she has a habit of so leaving me out of things. aaaggaaa. but whatevvvs. i'll show herrr. and now onto more important things. there's this guy, who is gorgeous... one of the popular ones in our class and PHWOAR, he's got one of those real english looks sadly i don't exist to him >< . but i can't get distracted... despite the eye candy ;)

yours truly,
j x

Aaaah!!!

Okay, well this will be my last blog before my first day at my new school (eeepppaaa!). I am soo looking forward to it but at the same time i'v never been more scared in my life. but ya know, just gotta brace myself for whatever comes my way & stay strong. OH YESSS, FEEL THE POWER. haha. so yeah, fingers crossed in the hope that i won't be a) a social failure, b) an academic failure and c) just a complete overall failure. Anywayssss...

peace homiessss.
yours truly,
j x

Zipped.

Hey, hey. So today i am completely spaced and my brain is totally frazzed. i mean, what with all the school shit, it's enought to get anyone's head rockin'. but the sole purpose for this post was to say
GROW UP AND GET YOUR OWN.

mmmhmmm.
yours truly,
j x

Moving On

Weeeelll, i have realised that moving schools is about so much more than moving schools. It's about completely letting go of old friends, old people, re-inventing myself you know? B'cos, looking on facebook sorta depresses me now. There a few reasons why, because you see your old friends frolicking, boosting their social lives, having a rave... without you. Okay, sure i allowed myself to dip out of the circle, gave up running the popular race. Yeah sure, it's fun & games when you'r up there but to be perfectly honest, it was real friends i wanted. And i got them, in the form of three angels. However, it still bugs me when crazy stuff goes on and networking without me. I try not to regret the decisions i made and are still making but it's hard. So now i am completely off facebook & i refuse to use it again (aha, so not true) but! I am overjoyed at the thought of going to a new school, i can choose the things to tell people about me, innocently give a few white lies and just re-invent myself into the person i'v wanted to be for a while. I'm sick of being the joker. Sick of it. And anyways, life is just beginning. It's hard to let go and face the facts but i have and i will. I just have to promise myself not to worry to much about the goings on of others that have nothing to do with me. Aaah.

Yours truly,
J x