New School!

So, as i mentioned i started school yesterday. and i've so far experienced two days there, which have gone amazingly (to how i thought they were gonna be), i must say. well sort of. i was dead nervous at first i can't even explain but ya know what? they're okay. they don't bite (at least i don't think they do) and they'r not mean (at least i don't think they are). However, there is a noticeable heirachy and lucky for me, i somehow escaped the mosh at the bottom :D the people i'v become chummy-ish too are really nice... although it's too soon to say anything, for all i know they could just be polite and are secretly bitching about me. and i walked into the classroom today and all the boys and girls in my form were huddled in a group (which isn't what i was expecting from a co-ed school) and i had a feeeeeling that they could've been talking about the 'new girl'. There is one girl in particular who i am getting some seriously harsh vibes off, i am so getting the feeling that i'm not wanted and whenever she talks to people she has a habit of so leaving me out of things. aaaggaaa. but whatevvvs. i'll show herrr. and now onto more important things. there's this guy, who is gorgeous... one of the popular ones in our class and PHWOAR, he's got one of those real english looks sadly i don't exist to him >< . but i can't get distracted... despite the eye candy ;)

yours truly,
j x

Aaaah!!!

Okay, well this will be my last blog before my first day at my new school (eeepppaaa!). I am soo looking forward to it but at the same time i'v never been more scared in my life. but ya know, just gotta brace myself for whatever comes my way & stay strong. OH YESSS, FEEL THE POWER. haha. so yeah, fingers crossed in the hope that i won't be a) a social failure, b) an academic failure and c) just a complete overall failure. Anywayssss...

peace homiessss.
yours truly,
j x

Zipped.

Hey, hey. So today i am completely spaced and my brain is totally frazzed. i mean, what with all the school shit, it's enought to get anyone's head rockin'. but the sole purpose for this post was to say
GROW UP AND GET YOUR OWN.

mmmhmmm.
yours truly,
j x

Moving On

Weeeelll, i have realised that moving schools is about so much more than moving schools. It's about completely letting go of old friends, old people, re-inventing myself you know? B'cos, looking on facebook sorta depresses me now. There a few reasons why, because you see your old friends frolicking, boosting their social lives, having a rave... without you. Okay, sure i allowed myself to dip out of the circle, gave up running the popular race. Yeah sure, it's fun & games when you'r up there but to be perfectly honest, it was real friends i wanted. And i got them, in the form of three angels. However, it still bugs me when crazy stuff goes on and networking without me. I try not to regret the decisions i made and are still making but it's hard. So now i am completely off facebook & i refuse to use it again (aha, so not true) but! I am overjoyed at the thought of going to a new school, i can choose the things to tell people about me, innocently give a few white lies and just re-invent myself into the person i'v wanted to be for a while. I'm sick of being the joker. Sick of it. And anyways, life is just beginning. It's hard to let go and face the facts but i have and i will. I just have to promise myself not to worry to much about the goings on of others that have nothing to do with me. Aaah.

Yours truly,
J x

Headachesss!

God, i have the biggest thumping headache ever. Really. And i'm still trying to work this blog, i don't quite get what's going on. Arrgghhh! You know, i haven't had a headache this big since i was last hungover. Which i can recall back to a summer house party in which i got smashed. In the morning, breakfast was pastries, croissants and pinacolada. Oh and left over punch which i can tell you, didn't sit to well ><>awesome people who, if i hadn't of been under the influence of drink, i probably would've never have plucked up the courage to speak to them. But with the help of some well connected friends i soon knew everyone :D aah but shit! Summer's almost over, i can taste the feel of school on the little tippy bit of my unusualy tiny tongue! I'm pretty scared. This new school is a whole level up from my old one. Yes my old school had a lake and a chapel but this school has twenty-six tennis courts and a chapel more than twice the size of my old one! But i suppose, you win some you lose some. Right? Right. Just gotta keep telling myself that.

Toodles,
J x

New to thiss!

Well, well, well. I have decided to create my own blog. Simply because, it's a fabulous way to cure boredem & because i can output my feelings here. Firstly i would like to say, my blog will consist of me, telling you, the ridiculously scandalous lives of British, private school children. Myself being one of them. And also when i return to school this September, i'll be starting a new school and it's my first ever time moving. You see i used to go to a small private girls school, but due to this bloody recession it closed after three hundred years in the running (it is now to a be a boys school - insulting? ofc). So now, i have upgraded to a posher, grander and more expensive school.
So, my blog will tell you about our lives and hopefully give people a chance to see, we're not all pompous snobs ;)

yours truly,
j x